How can it mean anything to me if I really don't feel anything at all?

R.I.P Coolest kitten ever.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 09:38:44 GMT

When I woke up this morning the little black and white kitty wasnt in her usual footrest sleeping spot. I couldent find her all day or night finally when i we decided to go to bed we heard her making some noise i opened my closet door and sure enough there she was with her little claws stuck in my shirt as usual cept she was not moving. I picked her up and sat down with her and she made the most terribe noise and slowly stopped breathing... After a few minuites after i was sure she was gon I took wrapped her in my favorite DBZ shirt and went and dug her a grave with a butter knife thinger and my hands. I built her a cross outta some branches and a shoe string and hung my verry first rave bracelet on it cause she always got her claws stuck in that one...
Goodnight Princess.

Love?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 04:47:53 GMT

What is love?

No excuse necessary

Wed, 03 Nov 2004 19:28:34 GMT

I have no excuse for yesterday I didn't vote. I feel that there isn't one necessary though. I never claimed to be patriotic quite the oposite however. I know that since I didnt vote I should have no right to bitch when bush wins, not saying that he will or that i want him to, but I proably will none the less. What was I doing when I should have been serving my democratic right? Why I was doing my laundry and watching Cartoons getting ready for work. I guess since I didn't go vote I personally handed Bush the election or at least that how some people are acting. You know, I not sorry for my laziness everyone has a right to make thier decisions in "Their" life weather there right or wrong. I dont feel any huge difference since i didnt vote. Should I? Maybe. What I have decided However is that I will no longer hassle bush supporters people are allowed to think what they want and I am not one to judge them. I suport neither side I personally dont know enough about either I only know what ive seen on some sparse TV here and there and what ive heard word of mouth. I'm not trying to justify why i didnt vote I am simply trying to say that it was my decision not anyone elses. I wont harass you for your decisions afford me the same.

Its been a while

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 04:13:44 GMT

Its been a while since iv'e posted anything so I decided to update.
Things have been odd as of late. As everyone has known Iv'e hated my job for the last 3 years. (To the day on the third of next month)
So iv'e finally decided to seek employment elsewhere, what i'd like to do is take my next day off and go to the hospital that goebel works at and put in a application and hopefully take my two weeks vacation that i get on the third and then start up there, that is if they pay me what I want. Thats the job situation anyways.
The girlfriend situation goes better every day like it should Jen is awesome and im glad we got togather, mad props to angel even though we dont talk really anymore.
As far as school goes I should be able to get back in as soon as next semester provided i get all my papers and shit in order. They apparently lost my last loan information so as far as i know i dont have to pay it off. Yay for that.
Living conditions are getting worse however. Tim and Deb told tom a good while ago that they where planning on moving and he never said anything to me about it untill tonight i think, he said we needed to share some words and made the finger rubbing togather "money symbol thingie" and I think hes going to try and guilt jen into moving in here because shes pretty much here every night and he keeps saying stuff like "when you payin me rent" and "Utillities cost X amount this month" so id like to find something by myself which isnt happening.
Hopefully i get that all resolved soon i dont want to be stuck here with just him and me thats like $320 a month for that much i can get my own place. Thats the weekly report.
Toodles.
xo Mc

WTF Mate?

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 15:28:17 GMT

What a lame ass weekend, I got my third moving violation yesterday so i have to go to court on the first and pay some huge fine (Im thinking) and i just got suspended from work cause I was 3mins late, I think i had it coming though I am late just about every day but its generaly no more than 5mins. Its that Apple-dictatorship thing. well whatever I have the next three days off to either "think about what i did" As my boss put it or look fer a new jobby that dosent write you up for being 3 to 5mins late. I go by time and temperature not the "Apple-Time" . *Le sigh*

If anyone tries to make you gay stay away...

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 18:11:59 GMT

Man i love cristian propaganda...
www.chick.com
Check it out, i would link it but Im a loser and I dont know how to do so im makin you do all the work.

...

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 21:12:53 GMT

All is good.

The gaze of pain...

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 09:45:58 GMT

Tonight I had the girl from work come over that I am interested in and the night almost went well but then "he" ruined the game...It started with twister, which i suck at by the way, then Scattagories while we were playing games there was definatly (as far as i could tell) flirting going on I.E touching eye contact the usual buisness. It was damn fun. Then we migrated outside and tom chimmied up a tree making me look like a ass cause i cant climb the damn tree, but that was ok, then "he" proceded to mock me saying you work out now your buff you should be able to climb anything. Ive been working out 2 days now. I then told him to go down and lift what i did we went down and he did then THEN everyone was going upstairs and she stayed at the bottom of the stairs doing a stretchy/maybe huggy thing i would have found out haddent "He" kept talking to me about something. Tom noted "when two people that like eachother are staring at one another and not paying any attention to anything else thats a sighn." But since tom couldent even drag "Him" upstairs i missed a golden oppurtunity. Tim i just want you to know that my game had just got to 20% now im at 15% and god damn it if the oppurtunity dosent present itself again im polinating all over your face! You better pray to god, buddha, allah, dr shavako whoever you pray to that it does. Mothafucka got my couch! .....I hate you R-Bomb.

Adopt-A-Ninja

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 08:50:09 GMT

You know there are so many homeless ninjas out there and your sitting there thinking "What can I do?" well Now I have a solution.Here at Adopt-A-ninjaCo.We can maybe get you started on the path to adopting your verry own ninja. All you have to do is give all your earth monnies directly to me and maybe something ninja related will happen. For details see my website www.Justgimmeallyourdamnmoney.com Thanks for your time.
xomc
Ps dont let little timmy the red dragon ninja starve on the streets you know that hed adopt you.

The Dealio.

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 08:42:58 GMT

I cant find the words to explain what I have been feeling latley so Ill try and sum it up with just one. Niggleshrimp, because that word makes no god damn sense and neith does anything else. The worst part is I cant blame it on drugs because I havent had any in forever. I think I will blame the letter Q for now. Updates will be coming, anyone with information on where Q has been hiding out will be greatly rewarded.

AVP

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 08:39:08 GMT

Aliens vs predators was bust. Good special effects and costuming, Bad acting and screenwriting. Pretty much the whole movie was predictable. *Sigh* They should have let us write it. Le Sigh...

Back to buisness.

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 05:52:30 GMT

Now that all this drama buisness is over and done with i can get back to buisness. That buisness is the preperation for the rise of the undead. The newest info i have is this, Flamethrowers, shotguns and chainsaws are a no-no. Why do you ask? Well ill tell you why:

Flamethrowers- all you get with this nice often hard-to find-and-illegal-to-have-in-most-states is a flaming zombie. You do the math.

Shotguns- Well it seems like a good idea at first I mean Ash used one in the Evil dead series right? So it would seem a logical choice...wrong. the only use a shotgun would have is a close range weapon, at a distance the shot breaks up into pellets and your not decappitating anyone with that no sir-re.

Chainsaw- Sure it looks bad-ass but how many people can carry around a chainsaw with enough fuel to make it efficiant? Plus the tiredness of swing it around all day or night. so unless you are the govneator and your not, or your chainsaw runs on happy thoughts and it dosent, leave this weapon at home where you can put it to use agains those all so viscious trees.

From what i have learned carry a Pistol 100 shots or so and a nice close weapon a katana makes the perfect de-header. Make sure its not a display weapon though it may be bad to find out at the wrong moment. So there you go. Enjoy.

Come down off your cloud...

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 05:00:09 GMT

So this is the first time and maybe the only time i use this journal for bitching so hear me out.
The other night i was at work when someone we know was making fun of the magician like we always do. (donk ask) And he said something like "well would you like it if i bought your favorite B-Rate movies and threw them on the ground and burned them?" Magican "No" me "you could get them for 5$ and we could make this happen?" Him "well why would i spend 5$ on something im ging to burn?" Me "Ciggaretts?" Him "Well i enjoy those, of course" me "No you are addiceted to them theres a difference" Him "well I quite for a month!" Me and the magician "and you started again which proves nothing" HIm. in that condecending tone you know the one. "So if your saying i cant enjoy cigaretts then how can you enjoy games and concerts?" Me "Um its a little different games last months and concerts give you memories" HIm "Well what about food you buy that you dont need? " Me "look thats not even the point here i was just trying to make a statement." magician "Just let it go (name) you lost" Him "no no i didnt you see *Insert long winded heavy handed babbling about how Ciggaretts are fun and if there not then nothing else is* " Now at this point i dont want to argue anymore and i say that. He gets upset and pushes the point Finally i say You win ok im wrong your right and walk away to which he responds thats because your worthless and i am superior you piece of human shit. (other insults) To which i respond By smiling and agreeing, and he feeds off this crap so he just went aroun saying look every one he admits its hes a stupid inferior being and i just smiled and laughed to myself. The morral here is fuck you! You think i dont know how youve treated your friends since day 2? You think that you are so superior that you surround yourself with "Inferior" peole so you can look all the smarter. Well this isnt 8th grade any more so grow up. im sure you will have some witty retort that will make me look "inferior" . So go for it what you think from this point has no reavelence to me whatsoever. and no im not gonna spell check! Im so tired of you not acting you age and trying to hide it behind your "superior" intelligence. Find new friends to feed from im out.

Suckiest movie ever?

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 04:36:59 GMT

The Village. Nuf said.

Just Joined

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 19:27:49 GMT

I just joined the community and i have to say i think it rocks to tha max! Anyways The moon Rules #1!

Warped tour.

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 07:52:22 GMT

So warped tour was fun to an extent i mean the bands that i went to see, flogging molly, yellowcard, nofx were good however most of the other bands either 1: Sucked live or 2: Sounded like every other band that sucked live. It was jam packed with sheep though (Sheep=people, like you) It took literally 30 mins to take about 30steps. I got to mosh to flogging molly though and do that little dance where you link arms and kick, you know what im talking about. All in all it was fun but tireing and my ears wont stop ringing. I got tones of free stuff including crap from peta. Petas as bad as zombies people please chop its head off if you see it. Anyways um... Humans rule zombies faces!

Did you know?

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 06:00:49 GMT

Did you know that there are Zombies and Voodo Zombies? I didnt, well till today anyways. I guess down south there are witch doctors that "make" zombies? With the all powerful "Zombie powder" which they say is just a powerful neuro-toxin. Sopossedly it makes you walk around like a zombie all stumbling and what have you and it makes you violent if provoked but you retain all of your human qualities. weird huh? So do we chop their heads off with machettes when we see them or do we get them arrested for public intox? I mean i can remember some things that made me act like a zombie for a set amount of time...Any info would be greatly appreciated.

Zebra.

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 20:52:11 GMT

Yay warped tour fri and new Aqua teen now! Also on a side not i think i found another weakness of the eternal enemy, zombies. They apparently cant follow traffic sighns like merging or Yield so what i did to thwart it was cut him off on 3 ocassions. Now this would be assholic UNLESS it is a zombie in that case its ok. The result was a berserker rage against his steering wheel and inchoherent yellings. Hmm come to think of it maybe it was just a old guy that looked like a zombie? Old people classify as zombies right? Well whatever it was i defeated it with my wits alone. Score one for the human race!

No time!

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 22:03:45 GMT

No time for love Dr.Jones!

Info you may need to know. Or not?

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 05:18:46 GMT

recently ive been reading the zombie survival guide and ive discovered that zombies dont actually eat human Brains! This may come as a shock but its true, max Brooks would not lie to us in our time of need! I have learned that zombies eat human flesh(Go figure) But they dont actually get anything from it. They just eat and eat untill it comes out the poop shoot or untill their intestines explode...not actually sure how that helps you but now you know and knowings half the battle.

Links and such

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 03:42:16 GMT

"Psychos dont explode when sunlight hits them, i dont care how fucking crazy they are!"- From dusk till dawn

www.badmovies.org
www.xombified.com
www.zombiekeeper.com
www.randomhouse.com/crown/zombiesurvivalguide/

Things we learn

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 05:06:44 GMT

Things i learnd' from zombie movies.
1. Never, never, be a hot naked chick swiming in a lake called "the god damned lake" or "the lake of the damned"
2. Dont ever stop when you see a flock of birds dead in the middle of the street. Trust me.
3.Dont go to remote burial islands and try and raise the dead.
4. Cemetaries are bad Mmmmm kay
5.No matter how fast you run in the other direction there always seems to be on in front of you. Coincidently its the same one you maimed earlier. Go figure.
6. Running away generally leads to falling and hurting yourself in some way or a tumble that will leave you at there mercy. So for gods sake just grab a weapon and make a stand.
7.Zombies can give birth. Got me there but ive seen it happen.
8. Chainsaws and shotguns are the only thing that keep em down.
9. Sometimes you can just punch through a zombie schoolgirls head.
10. Getting away means getting eaten later.

Uh...

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 06:53:10 GMT

*Wanders Around mumbling "Brains" *