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How can it mean anything to me if I really don't feel anything at all?  When I woke up this morning the little black and white kitty wasnt in her usual footrest sleeping spot. I couldent find her all day or night finally when i we decided to go to bed we heard her making some noise i opened my closet door and sure enough there she was with her little claws stuck in my shirt as usual cept she was not moving. I picked her up and sat down with her and she made the most terribe noise and slowly stopped breathing... After a few minuites after i was sure she was gon I took wrapped her in my favorite DBZ shirt and went and dug her a grave with a butter knife thinger and my hands. I built her a cross outta some branches and a shoe string and hung my verry first rave bracelet on it cause she always got her claws stuck in that one... Goodnight Princess. Current mood:  sad.Current music: None. What is love? Current mood:  curious.Current music: Perfect circle- eMOTIVE. I have no excuse for yesterday I didn't vote. I feel that there isn't one necessary though. I never claimed to be patriotic quite the oposite however. I know that since I didnt vote I should have no right to bitch when bush wins, not saying that he will or that i want him to, but I proably will none the less. What was I doing when I should have been serving my democratic right? Why I was doing my laundry and watching Cartoons getting ready for work. I guess since I didn't go vote I personally handed Bush the election or at least that how some people are acting. You know, I not sorry for my laziness everyone has a right to make thier decisions in "Their" life weather there right or wrong. I dont feel any huge difference since i didnt vote. Should I? Maybe. What I have decided However is that I will no longer hassle bush supporters people are allowed to think what they want and I am not one to judge them. I suport neither side I personally dont know enough about either I only know what ive seen on some sparse TV here and there and what ive heard word of mouth. I'm not trying to justify why i didnt vote I am simply trying to say that it was my decision not anyone elses. I wont harass you for your decisions afford me the same. Current mood:  predatory.Current music: Disposition-Tool. Its been a while since iv'e posted anything so I decided to update. Things have been odd as of late. As everyone has known Iv'e hated my job for the last 3 years. (To the day on the third of next month) So iv'e finally decided to seek employment elsewhere, what i'd like to do is take my next day off and go to the hospital that goebel works at and put in a application and hopefully take my two weeks vacation that i get on the third and then start up there, that is if they pay me what I want. Thats the job situation anyways. The girlfriend situation goes better every day like it should Jen is awesome and im glad we got togather, mad props to angel even though we dont talk really anymore. As far as school goes I should be able to get back in as soon as next semester provided i get all my papers and shit in order. They apparently lost my last loan information so as far as i know i dont have to pay it off. Yay for that. Living conditions are getting worse however. Tim and Deb told tom a good while ago that they where planning on moving and he never said anything to me about it untill tonight i think, he said we needed to share some words and made the finger rubbing togather "money symbol thingie" and I think hes going to try and guilt jen into moving in here because shes pretty much here every night and he keeps saying stuff like "when you payin me rent" and "Utillities cost X amount this month" so id like to find something by myself which isnt happening. Hopefully i get that all resolved soon i dont want to be stuck here with just him and me thats like $320 a month for that much i can get my own place. Thats the weekly report. Toodles. xo Mc Current mood:  irritated.Current music: Orbital-Halcyon+on+on. What a lame ass weekend, I got my third moving violation yesterday so i have to go to court on the first and pay some huge fine (Im thinking) and i just got suspended from work cause I was 3mins late, I think i had it coming though I am late just about every day but its generaly no more than 5mins. Its that Apple-dictatorship thing. well whatever I have the next three days off to either "think about what i did" As my boss put it or look fer a new jobby that dosent write you up for being 3 to 5mins late. I go by time and temperature not the "Apple-Time" . *Le sigh* Man i love cristian propaganda... www.chick.com Check it out, i would link it but Im a loser and I dont know how to do so im makin you do all the work. All is good. Tonight I had the girl from work come over that I am interested in and the night almost went well but then "he" ruined the game...It started with twister, which i suck at by the way, then Scattagories while we were playing games there was definatly (as far as i could tell) flirting going on I.E touching eye contact the usual buisness. It was damn fun. Then we migrated outside and tom chimmied up a tree making me look like a ass cause i cant climb the damn tree, but that was ok, then "he" proceded to mock me saying you work out now your buff you should be able to climb anything. Ive been working out 2 days now. I then told him to go down and lift what i did we went down and he did then THEN everyone was going upstairs and she stayed at the bottom of the stairs doing a stretchy/maybe huggy thing i would have found out haddent "He" kept talking to me about something. Tom noted "when two people that like eachother are staring at one another and not paying any attention to anything else thats a sighn." But since tom couldent even drag "Him" upstairs i missed a golden oppurtunity. Tim i just want you to know that my game had just got to 20% now im at 15% and god damn it if the oppurtunity dosent present itself again im polinating all over your face! You better pray to god, buddha, allah, dr shavako whoever you pray to that it does. Mothafucka got my couch! .....I hate you R-Bomb. You know there are so many homeless ninjas out there and your sitting there thinking "What can I do?" well Now I have a solution.Here at Adopt-A-ninjaCo.We can maybe get you started on the path to adopting your verry own ninja. All you have to do is give all your earth monnies directly to me and maybe something ninja related will happen. For details see my website www.Justgimmeallyourdamnmoney.com Thanks for your time. xomc Ps dont let little timmy the red dragon ninja starve on the streets you know that hed adopt you. I cant find the words to explain what I have been feeling latley so Ill try and sum it up with just one. Niggleshrimp, because that word makes no god damn sense and neith does anything else. The worst part is I cant blame it on drugs because I havent had any in forever. I think I will blame the letter Q for now. Updates will be coming, anyone with information on where Q has been hiding out will be greatly rewarded. |
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